Thursday, July 5, 2012

back and ready to take anything on.










I know I know , it has been way to long since you have all heard from me.  I was under so much stress with University, but the first semester is over and I did really well, I have 3 distinctions and I feel more motivated now then ever.
At the moment I am on holiday in the beautiful garden route where I grew up, it feels so great being back home, it makes  me nervous to go back to the city and back to reality, but I know that it will all be worth it when I am living my dreams.
Winter in Gauteng is so brutal, I have never been so so cold, I have always loved dressing up and looking great when ever I go somewhere, but this winter I have never cared less with what I look like, track suit pants and heavy hoodies were my best friend. The strange thing with winter is like you have such a huge appetite and just don't care about exercise after a while, you just want to sleep and drink hot chocolate. I am proud to say that even though I just wanted to eat pasta and pizza and I stuck to my exercise and I didn't just eat anything. Willpower is so important when you want to stay fit and healthy, because no one else can make you do anything except yourself. 

Things that have changed since I have moved out and live alone, is the following:
Petrol is so expensive. Oh my word, can anyone say walk.
Making dinner ever night is so tiring and can just make you hate food.
Talking about food, another thing that is so expensive and milk and bread just seem to disappear after a while.
I hate doing the laundry and cleaning up.
Having look after myself is hard and being alone can be sad and depressing at times.
I miss not having to worry about things and I miss having my mom just around the corner.

But on a brighter note it is lovely being your own boss and being able to speak for yourself.
 I promise to try stay on top of blogging and I will keep you all updated on what is new in my life. 

xoxox

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