Loooong Mondays.

Okay another week has began, and I really didn't want to go to work today, I wanted to roll back over and sleep in and then later get up, watch jersylicious and eat my coco pops in peace, but allas that is not how the world works, we all have to live the first part of adulthood doing the things that we really don't want to. At least I'm making my dream come true slowly, I'm getting my articles published and I have finally started the book that I have wanted to write. If anybody would like to read the first chapter just leave me a comment. Fashion has taken the back line for a while but I still take the time to dress well I just have not been able to go on a big shop in a while. My relationship is going strong, it was our anniversary on the 26th of August and I got the most amazing ring and  romantic dinner. So some men are romantic haha, I cannot wait to move to Pretoria and study and live alone with my Boyfriend, life will be so amazing. My favorite indulgent at the moment happen to a chocolate cornetto Mcflurry. mmmmmmmmm just thinking about the sticky chocolaty goodness makes me want one, but as I am a girl watching my weight is important and I have to have really strong willpower to stop myself from indulging in my favorite treate.

I don't really have that much to say today, I really want to go home and relax but I can't.

Feeling the Tuesday Blues

 Is it even possible to have the Tuesday Blues because I have them, and bad. It seems that every day that I wake up in a great mood, things just go wrong left right and center. My boyfriend will shout at me the most ridiculous things and then to top it off the weather is gloomy..... perfectly suited to the way I feel.
But other than those minor details things are doing much better, I am not getting my articles published and I have been exercising again so I am feeling a little better about myself. I am going to try make new friends although it is not very easy when you live for work and don't really get out much. I should be starting my PR course soon and that will also give more to do in a day hahahah I must really enjoy a challenge.

I want to feel empowered again, I want to have the ball in my hands for a change, and be the one that doesn't care. Why do I care so much about other people and how they feel. somebody once told me " nothing for nothing in life" and it is so true, also " no one else will have your back so you have to watch your own back".

Maybe being a bitch is not a bad thing, I would rather people were to scared to cross me than thought of me as an easy target.