Feeling the Tuesday Blues

 Is it even possible to have the Tuesday Blues because I have them, and bad. It seems that every day that I wake up in a great mood, things just go wrong left right and center. My boyfriend will shout at me the most ridiculous things and then to top it off the weather is gloomy..... perfectly suited to the way I feel.
But other than those minor details things are doing much better, I am not getting my articles published and I have been exercising again so I am feeling a little better about myself. I am going to try make new friends although it is not very easy when you live for work and don't really get out much. I should be starting my PR course soon and that will also give more to do in a day hahahah I must really enjoy a challenge.

I want to feel empowered again, I want to have the ball in my hands for a change, and be the one that doesn't care. Why do I care so much about other people and how they feel. somebody once told me " nothing for nothing in life" and it is so true, also " no one else will have your back so you have to watch your own back".

Maybe being a bitch is not a bad thing, I would rather people were to scared to cross me than thought of me as an easy target.